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The farmstand is open!

Come visit us this weekend!

605 Burlington St Paola, KS 66071

Open every Saturday and Sunday 8am-6pm

The farmstand is open!

Come visit us this weekend!

605 Burlington St Paola, KS 66071

Open every Saturday and Sunday 8am-6pm

Come shop the farm stand this weekend!

#Farmstand #shoplocal #supporthandmade #shopsmall #kansas

Come shop the farm stand this weekend!

#Farmstand #shoplocal #supporthandmade #shopsmall #kansas

Come check out the farm stand this weekend! Lots of fresh made baked goods and new spring scented room sprays, cleaners and candles stocked!

Come feed Pumpkin the pig and her bff Buck the goat, they love seeing you guys!

Open every Saturday and Sunday 8am-6pm

Rustybelle Farms
605 Burlington St
Paola, KS 66071

Come check out the farm stand this weekend! Lots of fresh made baked goods and new spring scented room sprays, cleaners and candles stocked!

Come feed Pumpkin the pig and her bff Buck the goat, they love seeing you guys!

Open every Saturday and Sunday 8am-6pm

Rustybelle Farms
605 Burlington St
Paola, KS 66071

We are open!

Come visit the farm stand and shop all your favs!

Open every Sat & Sun 8am-sold out

Rustybelle Farms
605 Burlington St
Paola, KS 66071

We are open!

Come visit the farm stand and shop all your favs!

Open every Sat & Sun 8am-sold out

Rustybelle Farms
605 Burlington St
Paola, KS 66071

We are open! Come visit us today at the farm stand!

605 Burlington St Paola KS 66071

We are open! Come visit us today at the farm stand!

605 Burlington St Paola KS 66071

Absolutely love seeing you guys sharing my pride and joy! (Second to Rudy of course) this video is so cute, I wish I had an 8th of her editing skills!

Come visit us this weekend! Tomorrow is going to be BEAUTIFUL and the animals are so excited for visitors!

#Farmstand #local #shoplocal #smalltown #kansascity

Absolutely love seeing you guys sharing my pride and joy! (Second to Rudy of course) this video is so cute, I wish I had an 8th of her editing skills!

Come visit us this weekend! Tomorrow is going to be BEAUTIFUL and the animals are so excited for visitors!

#Farmstand #local #shoplocal #smalltown #kansascity

Can't we still hold them like this when they're 40?

Can't we still hold them like this when they're 40?

Thank god for Facebook circa 2012🥹

Thank god for Facebook circa 2012🥹

LINK IN BIO
Restock is live! We've been working double time to keep up with holiday demands, hopefully this restock last longer than a day before selling out again!

All our favorite holiday scents are now available and some fun new candles have been added!

LINK IN BIO
Restock is live! We've been working double time to keep up with holiday demands, hopefully this restock last longer than a day before selling out again!

All our favorite holiday scents are now available and some fun new candles have been added!

Restock is live!

Been working double time to keep up with holiday demand so hopefully this restock lasts more than a day before selling out again!

Our new website is up and running, hope you all enjoy!

Restock is live!

Been working double time to keep up with holiday demand so hopefully this restock lasts more than a day before selling out again!

Our new website is up and running, hope you all enjoy!

Farm Stand Market is open!

Come get sourdough baked goods, goat milk and tallow skincare, beeswax + tallow candles, non toxic room sprays! First come first serve, cash or venmo *honor system*

All products are handmade on our farm.

The tallow is sourced from our families cattle and hand butchered by us, rendered by me. Our goats milk is from the goats you see in the field, lovingly(most days) hand milked by me every morning!

Each product is a labor of love, handcrafted in small batches right here at Rustybelle Farms.

Perfect for teacher holiday gifts, gift basket items and stocking stuffers! Lots of amazing holiday scented candles and spray out!

Hunters: our scent blocking soaps are stocked!

Check out our website rustybellefarms.com for more inventory!

605 Burlington St. Paola, KS 66071

(White LGD are friendly though they smile creepily)

Sourdough Baked goods
Brown butter sourdough cinnamon rolls
Brown butter sourdough chocolate chip cookies
Sourdough artisan loaf

Coffee syrups

Goat milk + tallow lotions
Whipped tallow body balms
Beeswax + tallow candles
Non toxic room sprays

Farm Stand Market is open!

Come get sourdough baked goods, goat milk and tallow skincare, beeswax + tallow candles, non toxic room sprays! First come first serve, cash or venmo *honor system*

All products are handmade on our farm.

The tallow is sourced from our families cattle and hand butchered by us, rendered by me. Our goats milk is from the goats you see in the field, lovingly(most days) hand milked by me every morning!

Each product is a labor of love, handcrafted in small batches right here at Rustybelle Farms.

Perfect for teacher holiday gifts, gift basket items and stocking stuffers! Lots of amazing holiday scented candles and spray out!

Hunters: our scent blocking soaps are stocked!

Check out our website rustybellefarms.com for more inventory!

605 Burlington St. Paola, KS 66071

(White LGD are friendly though they smile creepily)

Sourdough Baked goods
Brown butter sourdough cinnamon rolls
Brown butter sourdough chocolate chip cookies
Sourdough artisan loaf

Coffee syrups

Goat milk + tallow lotions
Whipped tallow body balms
Beeswax + tallow candles
Non toxic room sprays

I'm obsessed with them and this life we've built🤘
That husband of mine🔥🔥🔥

#butchering #loto #rich #winning #hunting #whitetail #venison #wildgame #butcherfam

I'm obsessed with them and this life we've built🤘
That husband of mine🔥🔥🔥

#butchering #loto #rich #winning #hunting #whitetail #venison #wildgame #butcherfam

And I love every second of it

Hunting deer venison whitetail Kansas hunting fam hunting with kids

And I love every second of it

Hunting deer venison whitetail Kansas hunting fam hunting with kids

To the kids that choose dirt over screens🍻

#homestead #farmlife #momlife #screenfree #huntingfamily #familyfarm #dirt #outdoors #wildkids #freerangekids #feralfarmkids #farmkids

To the kids that choose dirt over screens🍻

#homestead #farmlife #momlife #screenfree #huntingfamily #familyfarm #dirt #outdoors #wildkids #freerangekids #feralfarmkids #farmkids

Why did I have to go and blink��🥹

#babyboy #momlife #rainbowbaby #firstbirthday

Why did I have to go and blink🥹

#babyboy #momlife #rainbowbaby #firstbirthday

Anyone else over summer?

#fall #summer #farmlife #homestead #dairysheep #pastureraised

Anyone else over summer?

#fall #summer #farmlife #homestead #dairysheep #pastureraised

What's your fav screen time alternative?

Just popped him in front of the "screen" while mama milked the sheep and goat this morning🫶

#homestead #farmlife #babyboy #countrykids #getoutside

What's your fav screen time alternative?

Just popped him in front of the "screen" while mama milked the sheep and goat this morning🫶

#homestead #farmlife #babyboy #countrykids #getoutside

Anyone else miss the newborn trenches just a smidge🫠

#momlife #babyledweaning #baby #mama #cleaning #newbornstage #toddler #mealtime #washrinserepeat

Anyone else miss the newborn trenches just a smidge🫠

#momlife #babyledweaning #baby #mama #cleaning #newbornstage #toddler #mealtime #washrinserepeat

What my 9mo old ate today (mostly ancestral diet)
Sheep whey – gentle protein and minerals to support growth and digestion
Raw cultured sheep butter – rich in vitamins A, D, E, and K2 for immune and bone health
Wild, salt-free sardines – packed with omega-3s, calcium, and vitamin D for brain and bone development
Sheep ricotta – soft, easy-to-digest protein with calcium for growing bones
In-season blackberries – antioxidants and fiber to support digestion and cellular health

Nourishing from the inside out with simple, whole foods that have stood the test of time.

#ancestraldiet #realfoodbaby #nourishingbabies #babymeals #sheepdairy #rawmilk #rawmilkbaby #babyledweaning

What my 9mo old ate today (mostly ancestral diet)
Sheep whey – gentle protein and minerals to support growth and digestion
Raw cultured sheep butter – rich in vitamins A, D, E, and K2 for immune and bone health
Wild, salt-free sardines – packed with omega-3s, calcium, and vitamin D for brain and bone development
Sheep ricotta – soft, easy-to-digest protein with calcium for growing bones
In-season blackberries – antioxidants and fiber to support digestion and cellular health

Nourishing from the inside out with simple, whole foods that have stood the test of time.

#ancestraldiet #realfoodbaby #nourishingbabies #babymeals #sheepdairy #rawmilk #rawmilkbaby #babyledweaning

Anyone else just have their baby last week and then somehow they had the audacity to be 8 months old?

Anyone else just have their baby last week and then somehow they had the audacity to be 8 months old?

Not our usual content but had to share this awesome trick for dealing with wasps!

Rusty is currently collecting wasps in a jar of gasoline all around the farm like a little kid with a jar full of lightning bugs😂

#Farmhack #hacks #wasps #pestcontrol #farmthings #themoreyouknow

Not our usual content but had to share this awesome trick for dealing with wasps!

Rusty is currently collecting wasps in a jar of gasoline all around the farm like a little kid with a jar full of lightning bugs😂

#Farmhack #hacks #wasps #pestcontrol #farmthings #themoreyouknow

Red hot American summer🇺🇸

Red hot American summer🇺🇸

Any other mamas out there just wanting to pause time a little while longer?🫶

#mamas #baby #timeisathief

Any other mamas out there just wanting to pause time a little while longer?🫶

#mamas #baby #timeisathief

Bare feet, warm sun, fresh grass, and all the reasons why

#FarmBaby #HomesteadMama #FarmLife #SlowLiving #RaisingWildAndFree #CountryLiving #SimpleLiving #FarmsteadLife #MamaOnTheFarm #BackToTheRoots #Pastureraised

Bare feet, warm sun, fresh grass, and all the reasons why

#FarmBaby #HomesteadMama #FarmLife #SlowLiving #RaisingWildAndFree #CountryLiving #SimpleLiving #FarmsteadLife #MamaOnTheFarm #BackToTheRoots #Pastureraised

Don't ever ask me for advice...you'll end up with a small zoo, sourdough on your counter and a baby on your hip🤘

#homestead #farmlife #freewill #sheep #goats #rawmilk #crunchy #milkgoat #milksheep #dairy #smallfarm #hobbyfarm #dairysheep #flock #fresheggs #farmfresh

Don't ever ask me for advice...you'll end up with a small zoo, sourdough on your counter and a baby on your hip🤘

#homestead #farmlife #freewill #sheep #goats #rawmilk #crunchy #milkgoat #milksheep #dairy #smallfarm #hobbyfarm #dairysheep #flock #fresheggs #farmfresh

Where did my lil baby go!?! When they say don't blink, boy do they mean it 🥹

Can you believe he's going to be 6 months old in a few weeks!?

#babyboy #momlife #newmom #rainbowbaby #dontblink #babyfever

Where did my lil baby go!?! When they say don't blink, boy do they mean it 🥹

Can you believe he's going to be 6 months old in a few weeks!?

#babyboy #momlife #newmom #rainbowbaby #dontblink #babyfever

But like...We really do need this🎀

#momlife #gardening #homestead #barefootandpregnant #babies #allthebabies #babyfever #springtime #rainbowbaby #farmlife #babyboy

But like...We really do need this🎀

#momlife #gardening #homestead #barefootandpregnant #babies #allthebabies #babyfever #springtime #rainbowbaby #farmlife #babyboy

Isn't it crazy to think every path taken in life led you exactly to this moment in time. Man I sure made some great life choices to get to be this boys mama🫶

#momlife #babyboy #rainbowbaby #newmom #parenting #familyovereverything

Isn't it crazy to think every path taken in life led you exactly to this moment in time. Man I sure made some great life choices to get to be this boys mama🫶

#momlife #babyboy #rainbowbaby #newmom #parenting #familyovereverything

name a better duo, I'll wait🫶

#homestead #farmlife #Pinterest #cottagecore #aesthetic #playlist

name a better duo, I'll wait🫶

#homestead #farmlife #Pinterest #cottagecore #aesthetic #playlist

& maybe a fluffy cow or two...

& maybe a fluffy cow or two...

He may never go inside again☀️

#sunshine #gardening #homestead #raisingbabiesoutside #spring

He may never go inside again☀️

#sunshine #gardening #homestead #raisingbabiesoutside #spring

The best part of my life is this family of mine🫶

Blessed to be able to serve them in EVERY way🙌

For those who missed the point...it isn't to say women shouldn’t work outside the home but to highlight how, years ago, the narrative shifted to make staying home seem oppressive. In the mid-20th century, there was a push to get more women into the workforce—not just for "empowerment" but to expand the tax base and boost the economy. More workers = more taxable income. Marketing and media started portraying housewives as unfulfilled or "wasting their potential" framing careers as the only path to independence and value.

By convincing women that raising their own children was less meaningful than paid work, society devalued the role of mothers at home. My point is that true empowerment should be about choice—recognizing the value of staying home to raise kids just as much as the value of a career. The pressure to conform to one standard or the other is what’s truly limiting.
The fact that so many women were enraged by this goes to show how deeply ingrained the narrative has become in society. Had this been a video of me leaving my child at daycare while going off to work, many of you wouldn't bat an eye. Think about that next time you consider yourself a "feminist".

Thank you for the inspo @sturdyfemininty 🫶 this so much!

#Sahm #homestead #babyboy #rainbowbaby #momlife #feminism #wife #mama #blessed

The best part of my life is this family of mine🫶

Blessed to be able to serve them in EVERY way🙌

For those who missed the point...it isn't to say women shouldn’t work outside the home but to highlight how, years ago, the narrative shifted to make staying home seem oppressive. In the mid-20th century, there was a push to get more women into the workforce—not just for "empowerment" but to expand the tax base and boost the economy. More workers = more taxable income. Marketing and media started portraying housewives as unfulfilled or "wasting their potential" framing careers as the only path to independence and value.

By convincing women that raising their own children was less meaningful than paid work, society devalued the role of mothers at home. My point is that true empowerment should be about choice—recognizing the value of staying home to raise kids just as much as the value of a career. The pressure to conform to one standard or the other is what’s truly limiting.
The fact that so many women were enraged by this goes to show how deeply ingrained the narrative has become in society. Had this been a video of me leaving my child at daycare while going off to work, many of you wouldn't bat an eye. Think about that next time you consider yourself a "feminist".

Thank you for the inspo @sturdyfemininty 🫶 this so much!

#Sahm #homestead #babyboy #rainbowbaby #momlife #feminism #wife #mama #blessed

🇺🇸🙏🌻🐄🥛👶🌳🥩

#farmlife #homestead #baby #pigs #goats #rawmilk #usa #garden #pregnant #barefoot #selfsufficient

🇺🇸🙏🌻🐄🥛👶🌳🥩

#farmlife #homestead #baby #pigs #goats #rawmilk #usa #garden #pregnant #barefoot #selfsufficient

Rudy, you are the strongest, bravest, sweetest boy I've ever known. You continue to amaze everyone around you in all that you've accomplished! You inspire me each and everyday to never take a single day for granted, to start each morning thanking god for the days ahead and to end each night thanking him for another day past with you.

Despite all you've been through, I've never not seen a smile on your face. You light up the world around you and your daddy and I couldn't be more honored that god chose us your be your parents🤍

Seeing how much this boy has overcome in 4 short months on this earth makes me so proud to be his mama🫶 it also brings tears to my eyes to see all we've been through, it's so hard to look back and realize that really was our life not too long ago.

To any new parents out there facing a rough beginning, hang in there! You're miracle is in the works🫶

#hydrocephalus #hydrowarrior #nicu #brainhemorrhage #babyboy #newparents #4monthsold #godisgood #god #cerebalpalsywarrior

Rudy, you are the strongest, bravest, sweetest boy I've ever known. You continue to amaze everyone around you in all that you've accomplished! You inspire me each and everyday to never take a single day for granted, to start each morning thanking god for the days ahead and to end each night thanking him for another day past with you.

Despite all you've been through, I've never not seen a smile on your face. You light up the world around you and your daddy and I couldn't be more honored that god chose us your be your parents🤍

Seeing how much this boy has overcome in 4 short months on this earth makes me so proud to be his mama🫶 it also brings tears to my eyes to see all we've been through, it's so hard to look back and realize that really was our life not too long ago.

To any new parents out there facing a rough beginning, hang in there! You're miracle is in the works🫶

#hydrocephalus #hydrowarrior #nicu #brainhemorrhage #babyboy #newparents #4monthsold #godisgood #god #cerebalpalsywarrior

Farm to flame, just like grandma use to do it🫶

#pasturepork #homegrown #farmtotable #nosetotailcooking #lard #tallow #homebutcher #grandmahobbies #farmlife #homestead #butchering #pork #pigs #carnivore

Farm to flame, just like grandma use to do it🫶

#pasturepork #homegrown #farmtotable #nosetotailcooking #lard #tallow #homebutcher #grandmahobbies #farmlife #homestead #butchering #pork #pigs #carnivore

Never to young to master your craft🔪

#homestead #farmlife #babyboy #pork #butchering #pigs #carnivore

Never to young to master your craft🔪

#homestead #farmlife #babyboy #pork #butchering #pigs #carnivore

This boys butchered two pigs, 3 chickens and a deer before he was 4 months old! The definition of "20 years experience" by the time he's 18

Butchering pigs with daddy for his bday, the best gift 🤘

#farmlife #homestead #babyboy #butchering #meat #carnivore #pigs #pork #farmraised #pasturepork #farmkids #feralfarmkids

This boys butchered two pigs, 3 chickens and a deer before he was 4 months old! The definition of "20 years experience" by the time he's 18

Butchering pigs with daddy for his bday, the best gift 🤘

#farmlife #homestead #babyboy #butchering #meat #carnivore #pigs #pork #farmraised #pasturepork #farmkids #feralfarmkids

"You see all this mud? It's all yours son, as far as the eye can see. Everything the light touches, all the animals, all the chores, it's all going to be yours one day"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS ANGEL OF A MAN!

Watching you become a dad has been the most incredible thing I've ever witnessed (second to me birthing said baby cuz let's be real, woah)
You were made for this! We are beyond blessed to have you and can't imagine this life without you Roo🫶

Love you to the moon and back + a little extra🤘

#babyboy #homestead #farmlife #rainbowbaby #mudseason #lionking

"You see all this mud? It's all yours son, as far as the eye can see. Everything the light touches, all the animals, all the chores, it's all going to be yours one day"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS ANGEL OF A MAN!

Watching you become a dad has been the most incredible thing I've ever witnessed (second to me birthing said baby cuz let's be real, woah)
You were made for this! We are beyond blessed to have you and can't imagine this life without you Roo🫶

Love you to the moon and back + a little extra🤘

#babyboy #homestead #farmlife #rainbowbaby #mudseason #lionking

Mud season has been rough this year, (says every farmer..every single year) Our pigs are on pasture most of the year and pulled into pens closer to the house through winter. This year has been SWAMPY. We are working everyone a little earlier than usual for that very reason. We had one gilt start acting a lil lethargic so we knew it was time. Within 24 hrs she was good as new!

I had to chase this girl around for a solid 15 minutes before I wore her out and was able to get the job done. Typically if Connor's there with me he ropes them, we throw a cage over the top of them and I stick my arm in to inject real quick. Neither one is quick but they both get the job done😂

Pro tip: over fill syringe slightly (I did by about a half ml) so you can pump as much in as you can quickly before they bolt. You can see if you look closely at the end as she pulls away some of the fluid squirts outta the syringe but because I over filled it slightly she got close to a full injections worth!

#farmlife #homestead #pigs #mudseason

Mud season has been rough this year, (says every farmer..every single year) Our pigs are on pasture most of the year and pulled into pens closer to the house through winter. This year has been SWAMPY. We are working everyone a little earlier than usual for that very reason. We had one gilt start acting a lil lethargic so we knew it was time. Within 24 hrs she was good as new!

I had to chase this girl around for a solid 15 minutes before I wore her out and was able to get the job done. Typically if Connor's there with me he ropes them, we throw a cage over the top of them and I stick my arm in to inject real quick. Neither one is quick but they both get the job done😂

Pro tip: over fill syringe slightly (I did by about a half ml) so you can pump as much in as you can quickly before they bolt. You can see if you look closely at the end as she pulls away some of the fluid squirts outta the syringe but because I over filled it slightly she got close to a full injections worth!

#farmlife #homestead #pigs #mudseason

Happy Valentines Day to this cutie Rudy❤️♥️

Happy Valentines Day to this cutie Rudy❤️♥️

Todays brunch special: Bottomless momosas

#MomLife #BreastfeedingMom #NursingOnTheGo #HumanMilkBar #boymom #creed #newmom

Todays brunch special: Bottomless momosas

#MomLife #BreastfeedingMom #NursingOnTheGo #HumanMilkBar #boymom #creed #newmom

The greatest Christmas gift of all🤍

Rudy, being your mama is by far my greatest accomplishment. God picked out the perfect little boy for your daddy and me, we love you to the moon and back x a million and are so proud of the strong, brave little boy you've become, keep defying all the odds sweet babe🫶

We can't wait for all the Christmas's to come🎄

The greatest Christmas gift of all🤍

Rudy, being your mama is by far my greatest accomplishment. God picked out the perfect little boy for your daddy and me, we love you to the moon and back x a million and are so proud of the strong, brave little boy you've become, keep defying all the odds sweet babe🫶

We can't wait for all the Christmas's to come🎄

"Dear god, my name is Rudy Rusnak and I could use a little help🫶"

Tomorrow, our sweet baby Rudy will undergo brain surgery to treat his recently diagnosed hydrocephalus.

This condition, caused by an abnormal buildup of cerebrospinal fluid in his brain, has been a life-changing discovery for us following his brain bleed. While we’ve had to process so much over these last few days, we are so grateful for the care and advancements that make treatment like shunt placement possible.

This surgery will help manage the fluid and pressure, but it’s not a cure. The shunt will be a permanent part of Rudy's life moving forward, requiring monitoring and possible adjustments as he grows. Though the road ahead feels uncertain, we’re leaning on hope, faith, and love to carry us through.

We would be so grateful for your prayers, positive thoughts, and support as our sweet baby boy undergoes this procedure tomorrow. Please keep him and his medical team in your hearts💙

This boy has been through so much already, he is the bravest little man 🤍

"Dear god, my name is Rudy Rusnak and I could use a little help🫶"

Tomorrow, our sweet baby Rudy will undergo brain surgery to treat his recently diagnosed hydrocephalus.

This condition, caused by an abnormal buildup of cerebrospinal fluid in his brain, has been a life-changing discovery for us following his brain bleed. While we’ve had to process so much over these last few days, we are so grateful for the care and advancements that make treatment like shunt placement possible.

This surgery will help manage the fluid and pressure, but it’s not a cure. The shunt will be a permanent part of Rudy's life moving forward, requiring monitoring and possible adjustments as he grows. Though the road ahead feels uncertain, we’re leaning on hope, faith, and love to carry us through.

We would be so grateful for your prayers, positive thoughts, and support as our sweet baby boy undergoes this procedure tomorrow. Please keep him and his medical team in your hearts💙

This boy has been through so much already, he is the bravest little man 🤍

The only thing I'll be accomplishing for the foreseeable future🫶

This trend>>complaining wine mom culture, any day!

#newmom #momlife #babyboy #rainbowbaby

The only thing I'll be accomplishing for the foreseeable future🫶

This trend>>complaining wine mom culture, any day!

#newmom #momlife #babyboy #rainbowbaby

Rudy cut down his first Christmas tree!

I love getting to carry on family traditions with him🎄

We can't wait to make many of our own!

(Having a baby and an 18' husband makes it hard to squeeze them both in a picture🤦🏼‍♀️)

Rudy cut down his first Christmas tree!

I love getting to carry on family traditions with him🎄

We can't wait to make many of our own!

(Having a baby and an 18' husband makes it hard to squeeze them both in a picture🤦🏼‍♀️)

Time truly is a thief🥺
Rudy boy, I don't know how life without you existed. My obsession with you may border on unhealthy but you'll learn to get use to it cause mamas never gonna stop lovin on you🫶

"I don't need to hear about blinking.
I need to hear "you're doing a good job."
I don't need to hear it won't be like this for long.
I need to hear "your littles are so blessed to have you."
I don't need to hear that the years are short.
I need to hear that "delight like this doesn't end."
I don't need to hear that I can't get this time back.
I need to hear "each season has so much goodness."
I don't need to hear that I'll miss these days.
I need to hear "tomorrow is really beautiful too."
I know, ok? I know.
But I can't stop time. I can't stop blinking.
None of us can.
So I watch their wrinkles fade, and I watch their wobbly steps take them away from me, and I wave as they walk into school, and I cheer when the ball goes in the net, and I hug them through their first broken heart, and I straighten the duvet on their dorm room bed - and I know.
And what I need, really, is a hand on my shoulder and a voice in my ear that soothes the frantic race against time. That remembers the goodness of today stacked next to the panic of all of it ending. That knows the bittersweet reality of chapter 1, but can also tell me about the wonder of chapter 2.
I can't keep my eyes open forever. I'm trying - but I can't.
And I'd love to know that's okay - because every blink brings me into another season that is good + beautiful too."
Lo Mansfield | @thelabormama

Time truly is a thief🥺
Rudy boy, I don't know how life without you existed. My obsession with you may border on unhealthy but you'll learn to get use to it cause mamas never gonna stop lovin on you🫶

"I don't need to hear about blinking.
I need to hear "you're doing a good job."
I don't need to hear it won't be like this for long.
I need to hear "your littles are so blessed to have you."
I don't need to hear that the years are short.
I need to hear that "delight like this doesn't end."
I don't need to hear that I can't get this time back.
I need to hear "each season has so much goodness."
I don't need to hear that I'll miss these days.
I need to hear "tomorrow is really beautiful too."
I know, ok? I know.
But I can't stop time. I can't stop blinking.
None of us can.
So I watch their wrinkles fade, and I watch their wobbly steps take them away from me, and I wave as they walk into school, and I cheer when the ball goes in the net, and I hug them through their first broken heart, and I straighten the duvet on their dorm room bed - and I know.
And what I need, really, is a hand on my shoulder and a voice in my ear that soothes the frantic race against time. That remembers the goodness of today stacked next to the panic of all of it ending. That knows the bittersweet reality of chapter 1, but can also tell me about the wonder of chapter 2.
I can't keep my eyes open forever. I'm trying - but I can't.
And I'd love to know that's okay - because every blink brings me into another season that is good + beautiful too."
Lo Mansfield | @thelabormama

Never been so in love🤍

Rudy boy, you're perfect🫶

God couldn't have picked a more perfect boy for us and we thank him every dang day for this miracle!

Never been so in love🤍

Rudy boy, you're perfect🫶

God couldn't have picked a more perfect boy for us and we thank him every dang day for this miracle!

These past few days have been a whirl wind of emotions and fears as our sweet little boy started having seizures Thursday night. He was transported to children's mercy immediately after confirming a large brain bleed.

He has since come off all breathing support, has not had any further seizures and his bleed has stopped and things have stabilized!

Our little Rudy is a fighter and doing so well. We are so proud of the progress he has made and will continue to make each and every day🩵

This has been the hardest and scariest thing Connor and I have ever been through and appreciate all of the prayers and support as we navigate his road to recovery🙏

We know god is watching out for our son and has seen him through the worst of this. Rudy has already overcome so much and we know he will continue to fight and prove doctors wrong💪

"Dear god, my name is Rudy Hollis and I could use a little help please, amen"
Rudy's daily prayer🙏

These past few days have been a whirl wind of emotions and fears as our sweet little boy started having seizures Thursday night. He was transported to children's mercy immediately after confirming a large brain bleed.

He has since come off all breathing support, has not had any further seizures and his bleed has stopped and things have stabilized!

Our little Rudy is a fighter and doing so well. We are so proud of the progress he has made and will continue to make each and every day🩵

This has been the hardest and scariest thing Connor and I have ever been through and appreciate all of the prayers and support as we navigate his road to recovery🙏

We know god is watching out for our son and has seen him through the worst of this. Rudy has already overcome so much and we know he will continue to fight and prove doctors wrong💪

"Dear god, my name is Rudy Hollis and I could use a little help please, amen"
Rudy's daily prayer🙏

Rusnak, party of 3💙🩵

We've waited a long time to get to say that🥹

This little boy just couldn't wait any longer and made an early appearance! (clearly he has his mamas patience)

Cannot wait to see what life has in store for you lil Roo, we love you beyond measure🩵

Rusnak, party of 3💙🩵

We've waited a long time to get to say that🥹

This little boy just couldn't wait any longer and made an early appearance! (clearly he has his mamas patience)

Cannot wait to see what life has in store for you lil Roo, we love you beyond measure🩵

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